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Cmnt 5/9/2008 10:07 PM EST Lucy. I feel your pain... Cmnt 5/9/2008 10:02 PM EST AZRON Aw, she still breathes life into you, friend.She loves you and cares for you.You... (full) Post 5/9/2008 7:50 PM EST Your Friend "Life and Death" (view) Cmnt 4/23/2008 8:38 PM EST AZRON Friend,Sounds like you have live in hand. Keeping busy in helpful ways - facing ... (full) Cmnt 4/23/2008 7:02 PM EST Your Friend Hi Ron. thanks for stopping by. Yes, all is well, but I haven't written for a co... (full) Cmnt 4/23/2008 11:47 AM EST AZRON Friend,Haven't see you around for awhile. Hope all is wellron Cmnt 4/3/2008 8:32 PM EST AZRON I think the words, "I don't know" are liberating, freeing, releasing and empower... (full) Post 4/3/2008 7:43 PM EST Your Friend "The Three Words of Serenity" (view) Cmnt 3/30/2008 11:57 PM EST AZRON I think that 'not shitting where you eat' is very good advice - I have seen succ... (full) Post 3/30/2008 10:23 PM EST Your Friend "The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly" (view) Cmnt 3/23/2008 8:57 PM EST AZRON Friend,What a beautiful letter. I am so glad you wrote it -= and that your coura... (full) Post 3/23/2008 8:19 PM EST Your Friend "The Love Letter" (view) Cmnt 3/21/2008 8:14 PM EST AZRON Friend,very good insight - yes it is easier to 'put up people' who are further a... (full) Post 3/21/2008 3:03 PM EST Your Friend "Which Way do the Steps Lead?" (view) Post 3/19/2008 4:56 PM EST Your Friend "A Higher Power" (view) Cmnt 3/12/2008 9:09 PM EST Your Friend Thank you for your words Ron. I've been writing a lot in my journal and in prepa... (full) Cmnt 3/12/2008 8:43 PM EST AZRON Friend,I see so much growth here each time you take time to write your feelings ... (full) Post 3/12/2008 5:30 PM EST Your Friend "You Give, You Take Away" (view) Cmnt 3/2/2008 10:47 PM EST AZRON Friend,Just coming by to say 'hi' hope you had a nice weekendron Cmnt 2/3/2008 3:35 PM EST AZRON Very well said! Every grieving person goes through these steps. There are a numb... (full) Cmnt 2/3/2008 3:33 PM EST AZRON Friend,I must confess my carelessness in not being by for a few weeks - way too ... (full) Post 1/29/2008 4:39 PM EST Your Friend "Lead, Follow or Get out of the Way!" (view) Post 1/10/2008 2:19 PM EST Your Friend "The First Time" (view) Cmnt 1/9/2008 8:04 PM EST AZRON Good advice!ron Post 1/9/2008 5:53 PM EST Your Friend "Keep Coming Back!" (view) Cmnt 1/4/2008 9:08 PM EST AZRON Nice to chat with you - You are very insightful. I see a lot of wisdom here.Glad... (full) Cmnt 1/4/2008 6:05 PM EST Your Friend Hi Ron. Thank you for your insight. I haven't written for a while but I have so ... (full) Cmnt 1/4/2008 5:24 PM EST AZRON Very good writing and reflecting.I think you did a good reframe for yourself. It... (full) Post 1/4/2008 5:12 PM EST Your Friend "Are you back?" (view) Cmnt 12/19/2007 5:20 PM EST AZRON I have missed you around. I am sorry I missed this post - I see it was during th... (full) Cmnt 12/19/2007 5:13 PM EST The Peever When snot runs from your nose and tears fill your handkerchief, you know you're ... (full) Cmnt 12/19/2007 5:06 PM EST Nikki121 What a brilliant way to put it...loved reading this! Post 11/22/2007 12:45 AM EST Your Friend "Why Can't I Cry?" (view) Cmnt 11/14/2007 6:25 PM EST Your Friend Thank you for your comment Ron. There have been a couple of times lately when I ... (full) Cmnt 11/14/2007 2:27 PM EST AZRON Your Friend,What a great way to describe the ways that we try to fill the empty ... (full) Post 11/14/2007 1:21 PM EST Your Friend "Room for Rent" (view) Cmnt 11/5/2007 8:15 PM EST AZRON Friend,What a great blog!!! What a creative writer you are!!ron Post 11/5/2007 5:57 PM EST Your Friend "Box Office Sales are Down" (view) Cmnt 10/23/2007 11:03 PM EST Your Friend Thanks for stopping by sandlady. Actually I go by "Your Friend" and Ron is a goo... (full) Cmnt 10/23/2007 10:48 AM EST sandlady Hello Ron, Thanks for your sharing today. I hope you have seen Al-Anon's new boo... (full) Cmnt 10/19/2007 10:46 PM EST AZRON Well, running is an option = or we can stand up and face our pain and address it... (full) Cmnt 10/19/2007 10:46 PM EST AZRON Well, running is an option = or we can stand up and face our pain and address it... (full) Cmnt 10/19/2007 10:44 PM EST AZRON If we felt no pain, we would get infections and not know it - end up with loosin... (full) Post 10/19/2007 6:46 PM EST Your Friend "I spoke with my pain today" (view) Cmnt 10/19/2007 12:35 PM EST Your Friend Hey Ron, thanks for the encouragement. Yes... grieving is properly called work. ... (full) Cmnt 10/18/2007 9:06 PM EST AZRON Good work, You are grasping the reality and power of your grief - as you are awa... (full) Post 10/18/2007 7:43 PM EST Your Friend "With Love, Detach" (view) Cmnt 9/28/2007 6:51 PM EST AZRON You have a very wise daughter - I think she got some of it from her day.Thank yo... (full) Post 9/28/2007 5:30 PM EST Your Friend "An Email from my Daughter" (view) Cmnt 9/27/2007 1:26 PM EST AZRON You sound normal to me. I think it is unrealistic for anyone of us to think we s... (full) Cmnt 9/27/2007 1:06 PM EST Your Friend Hi Ron. Yes, I guess you could say I'm writing my own list. But so far it is a l... (full) Cmnt 9/27/2007 12:58 PM EST Your Friend Thanks Ron. I missed you while you were gone. I hope you had a good trip. Some o... (full) Cmnt 9/27/2007 12:55 PM EST Your Friend Thank you capananda. yes - I am rushing too fast to stand up again. And I am fin... (full) Cmnt 9/27/2007 10:20 AM EST capananda What have you really lost? Who are you really?Sometimes writing it all down, the... (full) Cmnt 9/27/2007 9:50 AM EST AZRON I love 'Just for Today'I hope you are writing your own 'Just for Today' list:Jus... (full) Cmnt 9/27/2007 9:37 AM EST AZRON I was out of the country when you wrote this - so I am only getting back to you ... (full) Post 9/26/2007 6:30 PM EST Your Friend "I've Fallen and I can't Get Up!" (view) Post 9/14/2007 4:52 PM EST Your Friend "The Right Way to Mourn" (view) Post 9/13/2007 1:18 PM EST Your Friend "Family and Friends" (view) Cmnt 9/8/2007 7:50 PM EST Ivory full) Post 9/6/2007 12:36 PM EST Your Friend "Time won't Stop" (view) Cmnt 8/25/2007 1:56 PM EST AZRON Y.F.You are still in the deep throes of your grief. I wouldn't worry about your ... (full) Post 8/24/2007 5:15 PM EST Your Friend "Life's Etch-a-Sketch" (view) Cmnt 8/23/2007 1:51 PM EST AZRON I think surrender is a daily thing - I just had to do it again a few minutes ago... (full) Cmnt 8/23/2007 12:27 PM EST Your Friend Thank you Purplefly. The Coroner certainly has a tough job. I talked to him for ... (full) Cmnt 8/23/2007 12:16 PM EST purplefly sometimes the coroner rules it either suicide or accidental overdose due to insu... (full) Cmnt 8/23/2007 12:10 PM EST Your Friend You are right, Ron. The first three steps would work for us all. They're simplic... (full) Cmnt 8/23/2007 10:48 AM EST AZRON Y.F,You wrote; " I find great hope in Steps 1, 2 and 3: "I can't, He can, so I’l... (full) Post 8/22/2007 2:27 PM EST Your Friend "A Moving Target" (view) Cmnt 8/20/2007 7:42 PM EST AZRON Friend,I have you on my blog list = so I should get an email each time you post ... (full) Cmnt 8/20/2007 7:35 PM EST Your Friend Hey, thanks for the hug!Glad to see you here again. I hope all is well for you a... (full) Cmnt 8/20/2007 7:33 PM EST AZRON ((((((((((your friend)))))))))) Cmnt 8/20/2007 7:33 PM EST Your Friend Wow, what a neat idea (free hugs). I'll have to get a T-shirt with that written ... (full) Cmnt 8/20/2007 6:51 PM EST illumination guy's Greetings, Powerful post.... makes you think. Sorry for your temporary lose,you ... (full) Post 8/20/2007 6:30 PM EST Your Friend "Suicide" (view) Post 8/7/2007 7:18 PM EST Your Friend "A Safe Place" (view) Cmnt 7/27/2007 1:14 PM EST Your Friend Thanks for stopping by. Yes, life is a steady stream of lessons. The gray hairs ... (full) Cmnt 7/27/2007 12:44 PM EST Chamillion Hello! Happy Friday. It is funny how tragedy in life can really bring the true i... (full) Cmnt 7/27/2007 12:23 PM EST Your Friend Thanks Ron. I am learning with my grief. And it seems there is so much to learn.... (full) Cmnt 7/26/2007 8:27 PM EST AZRON You are describing the normal grief experience. Grief is a roller coaster - ups ... (full) Post 7/26/2007 7:40 PM EST Your Friend "Emotionally Naked" (view) Cmnt 7/24/2007 5:27 PM EST AZRON Friend,Glad you are finding the cloud of grief lifting a little everyday.take ca... (full) Cmnt 7/24/2007 5:02 PM EST Your Friend Hi Ron. Thanks for stopping by. I like your idea about the flame burning up the ... (full) Cmnt 7/24/2007 4:40 PM EST AZRON You are right on in your interpretaton of the Flame of the Fourth Dimension - an... (full) Post 7/24/2007 2:20 PM EST Your Friend "The Flame of the Fourth Dimension" (view) Cmnt 7/20/2007 10:10 AM EST AZRON You are right about the 'normal' piece - but it does help if others 'normalize' ... (full) Cmnt 7/20/2007 9:43 AM EST Your Friend Thank you for your insight Ron. As you know, "normal" grieving feels anything bu... (full) Cmnt 7/19/2007 8:23 PM EST AZRON Well, the price we pay for loving is the grief we share when our loved one dies.... (full) Post 7/19/2007 5:43 PM EST Your Friend "The Silent Partner" (view) Cmnt 7/11/2007 12:58 PM EST Your Friend Thanks for the fireworks, Taylor! And thanks for stopping by. I hope your week i... (full) Cmnt 7/10/2007 10:33 PM EST kktaylorcc full) Post 7/9/2007 3:10 PM EST Your Friend "The Committee" (view) Cmnt 7/7/2007 11:08 AM EST AZRON Friend,I have written some more at my blogstream.couchtalk.com blog.Glad you fou... (full) Cmnt 7/7/2007 10:55 AM EST Your Friend Thanks for your comment Ron. It gave me food for thought. The human mind can rea... (full) Cmnt 7/6/2007 7:36 PM EST AZRON Friend,Just read your thoughts. Very well expresssed. LIked how you ended with t... (full) Post 7/6/2007 6:30 PM EST Your Friend "Guilt and Turmoil" (view) Cmnt 7/2/2007 6:46 PM EST Your Friend Thanks for stopping by Ron. When you loose all that matters the only thing left ... (full) Cmnt 7/2/2007 5:58 PM EST AZRON Wow, what powerful insights - you never know out of whose mouth wisdom and truth... (full) Cmnt 7/2/2007 5:56 PM EST AZRON Very good stuff here - so straight forward and no canned stuff - straight from t... (full) Post 7/2/2007 5:32 PM EST Your Friend "You're Sicker than Me!" (view) Cmnt 6/14/2007 4:35 PM EST Your Friend Thanks for the definition and comment, Taylor. I am praying that the painting wi... (full) Cmnt 6/14/2007 4:23 PM EST kktaylorcc Main Entry: bene·dic·tionFunction: nounPronunciation: "be-n&-'dik-sh&n1 : the in... (full) Post 6/14/2007 1:28 PM EST Your Friend "Five Minutes After the Miracle" (view) Cmnt 6/13/2007 1:44 PM EST AZRON I totally support your continued involvement in Alanon!Good for you - besides yo... (full) Post 6/13/2007 1:28 PM EST Your Friend "Why Do I Stay? (in Al-Anon)" (view) Cmnt 6/13/2007 12:37 PM EST AZRON Y.F.I see your faith growing every day - moment by moment - I am sure you miss y... (full) Cmnt 6/13/2007 12:30 PM EST Your Friend Thanks for stopping by Ron. Before Al-Anon my understanding of my Higher Power w... (full) Cmnt 6/13/2007 12:30 PM EST kktaylorcc full) Cmnt 6/13/2007 12:26 PM EST Your Friend Thanks Bookworm. I have been trying to give myself 15 minutes at a time when I g... (full) Cmnt 6/13/2007 10:49 AM EST AZRON I am sure glad you found Al-Anon andthat you continue to reap the benefits of it... (full) Cmnt 6/13/2007 10:47 AM EST AZRON Y.F.Great post. Sorry to hear of your wife's death - I am sure you are in great ... (full) Cmnt 6/13/2007 12:44 AM EST Bookworm YF,I'm not going to tell you I know how you feel. The plain truth is that I have... (full) Cmnt 6/12/2007 6:20 PM EST MrOrnery1851 This is what has happened. A mutual blogging friend asked me to stop by and give... (full) Cmnt 6/12/2007 2:33 PM EST Your Friend Thank you Taylor. I am trying to find some value in the difficult path I am walk... (full) Cmnt 6/12/2007 2:12 PM EST kktaylorcc P.S. You might find comfort in the book,How To Survive The Loss Of A LOve by Mel... (full) Cmnt 6/12/2007 2:08 PM EST kktaylorcc Beautiful words.Sometimes, we read something someone has written and it tugs at ... (full) Post 6/11/2007 7:39 PM EST Your Friend "Do the Math!" (view) Post 6/4/2007 6:12 PM EST Your Friend "Jump!" (view) Post 6/1/2007 6:39 PM EST Your Friend "Until Death do us Part" (view) Cmnt 5/31/2007 5:46 PM EST Your Friend Thank you Chamillion. Alcoholism is a cruel disease. My attitude kind of runs go... (full) Cmnt 5/31/2007 2:55 PM EST Chamillion I hate to hear of the loss you are grieving over right now. A mate, partner...I ... (full) Post 5/31/2007 1:03 PM EST Your Friend "The Unfortunate Few" (view) Post 5/31/2007 12:59 PM EST Your Friend "Welcome to my next Blog" (view) Cmnt 5/30/2007 1:52 PM EST Angie I am sorry for your loss Carl. Your such a strong, caring, understanding individ... (full)